[Cue up Justin Timberlake featuring Chris Stapleton Say Something]
“Sometimes the greatest the way to say something is to say nothing at all”
That’s how I’m feeling right now about the bad breakup we saw tonight. I’m not able to process my feelings in a logical way (which I know sounds like a contradiction but that’s how I roll) and when I can’t, what comes out isn’t pretty[1]. I was screaming at Arie. I don’t need to scream at you right now about my screaming at Arie. Or was I unconsciously screaming at the producers? Or was I unconsciously screaming at myself? Or was I unconsciously screaming at our collective unconscious? Ooooooooooooh . . .
Even as I write this, I’m feeling to urge to work all of this out right here in the moment. But no. I am going to be logical and if I am unable to be logical about my feelings right now, I’m going to take Justin’s logical advice.
“Sometimes the greatest the way to say something is to say nothing at all”
But I will be back. I just need some time. The question is, will I get sucked into tonight’s promised upcoming hour with Chris Harrison and the ill-fated love triangle?
(probably) . . . . argghhhhhhhh . . . . (I’ll be back)
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[1] The kids call it NSFW. For adults who need a translation, that stands for Not Safe For Work.